Let's go back to the start.
4:39p
It's funny how old feelings tend to resurface after suppressing it for a while. With just a glimpse of him, damn, my world tumbled once again.
We were up at the 2nd floor of the building patiently waiting for the results. As I paced nonchalantly in the hallway, staring blankly ahead (well, I wasn't wearing specs or contact lenses so I was half blind that time) trying to shrug off the boredom that's taking over me, I saw a guy heading towards me.
Or so I thought.
He took a peek inside the first room, checking out the polls, I guess. I couldn't care less on who he was since everything that's 2 feet away from me is blurred by my vision. I stood beside my friend and tinkered my phone for a message when he nudged me and told me that it was him. I looked back. Crap. It was him alright.
Him- the very first guy who introduced me to this feeling. The one who's always there all along but didn't get to be 'the one'.
Then everything came back. You know, like those flashback scenes from a movie. Cheesy as it may sound but yea, that actually happens, right? He moved to other door as I turned my back on him. That was me being stupid, in case you wonder. A felt giddy and nervous at the same time. It was like seeing your crush when you were younger! Haha[; I could've said a word to him but I didn't. You see, I tend to be a coward on this kind of situation so I opted to be quiet and still (like he can't see me, right?) And actually, I think he didn't. I guess he was busy checking out the polls and didn't get to notice the girl standing next to him.
Okay, that sounded sooo pathetic.
After peeking at the next two rooms, he left. And there I was smiling like shit to my friends who teased me for the rest of the night. I wish I did something, like a simple hi or hello would do. But I didn't.
I wish to see him again soon. A little conversation won't hurt, right?
Yea, I suck at this.
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New baby in the house[;
insert coin to continue.
1:03a
DLSU Remix Zero VII the other day.
Cadence bagged 1st place.
Belly monster.
Search for a new phone.
Coffee treat for everyone.
Torn left contact lens.
Campaign.
Carwash for Bimwi.
Details after the mass.
I want my old pink layout.
Time is up! Please insert coin to continue.
[edit]
A lot of pigging out lately.
11:18p
10.26
Headed out to DLSU for my sister's dance competition. 12 groups graced the dancefloor of the Teresa Yuchengco Auditorium. There were some minor injuries which left the audience dumbfounded, or was it just me? Like that girl from LSDT Street (I think), there was a part wherein the girl was lifted by the guy, girl's legs crossed around the guy's waist, both facing the audience. I suck on explaining stuff, I know. So yea, as she was lifted by the guy, his hands slipped off from her arms and *tadaaa* she fell flat face on the floor. As in solid na bagsak, pare! Might have hurt like hell because she was way off for the rest of their performance. I hope she's fine now. A lot of slips and mishaps on the stage, but man, that didn't stop those kiddos from doing their thing.
Talented students showed off their skills, and man, some of them blew my mind off. Haha! Some have mad skills on hiphop, jazz and ballet. I can't help myself from bobbing my head sideways and do the occassional foot taps. I even threw some rock signs after seeing a great performance! I didn't know what had gotten into me. Haha[; It was so much fun! My parents even screamed after the round off backhand spring of a very voluptous girl. That was an awesome sight, I tell you. I can't even do that back in my gymnastics days. Haha[; And of course, the bias support for my sister's group. *wink wink* I really liked the last performance from the LSDT Street. It was down right awesome.
Then came the awarding ceremony. The pessimist side of me resurfaced when the hosts announced the 2nd place award, but I was taken aback when they called my sister's group, Cadence, for the 1st place award. Yea baby, they placed first! And the girl I was talking about earlier, the one who did the backhand spring thing, bagged the title as champions for this year's competition. Good job, everyone[;
Original plan was to try a resto that serves "we'll cook your food, right here, right now" theme after the said competition, but it was a bit late, and everyone was famished so we grabbed something to eat at the nearby Mcdo with Sheena's friends. Great and fun night[;
10.27
Woke up around around noon. Mum and bro decided to hit the gym, so Pa and I tagged along with them. He wanted to have coffee so we headed to Trinoma, showed him around since it's his first time there. Instead of Starbucks we ate at Taco Bell instead while waiting for my sister. Paternal bonding. Haha[; Went back to Cyberzone for Ching's search for a new phone. After eons, she finally decided to get the SE K800i instead of SE W950 (because it doesn't have a cam) and SE K810 (the looks doesn't amuse her) just in time to meet up with Ma and Kuya. Since the three of us were stuffed with mexican food already, we just went inside Bread Talk to buy some goodies. Lashed out 600 bucks for treating 'em 5 goodies from Coffe Bean and Tea Leaf (which I totally regret afterwards. haha!) while waiting for my Kuya's favorite: Floss breads. Home.
10.28
Family day - heard mass at Divine Mercy. We were supposed to try the resto I said earlier, but again, everyone was famished after the mass so we headed Max's instead. Pa suggested that we attend the festival at Subic this coming Nov2 since they're leaving for the island the next day. Random thought. Anyway, watched a film after lunch with Ma and sis, then coffee and cake afterwards.
Okay this is boring.
I'm ending your misery now.
[xs] I can't believe vacation's almost up! Aaaack!
If you're happy and you know it, clap your hands.
1:03a
*clap*
*clap*
I had so many things in mind to write about when I was in the car earlier. Now it's gone. All gone. Brain cells, damn brain cells.
Yesterday was good. We picked up Pop at the airport, got a surprise gift, grabbed some goodies at the Fiesta Mall. Yea, typical balikbayan family day out [;
I was supposed to go with Mamers and Pop back at Fiesta Mall earlier, but was to lazy to get up. When Mum decided to hit the gym afterwards, my sister and I met up with Pop at the mall. Funny thing was, when we were waiting outside the (where else?) Tokyo Cafe then came my brother and his girlfriend. One happy family, ei? Endless "Oh my God", "I swear!", and "I'm gonna die" was the main reason of our laughin spree. I bet you know where we got it from, right?[; Tokyo Cafe is love. Really. Delish food on a very affordable prices. Heeey, I should get paid here. Advertisements. Haha[;
Oh yea, we watched the third installment of Resident Evil. I was all confused with the story since I didn't get to see the first two movies. I'm not really into those kinds of film, but yea, it's pretty interesting. Not scary at all, but heck, I'll give it a perfect 10 for their gulat factor. And yea, it was waaaay too gory for me. Ugh. I liked it, though. Labo.
1) Fiesta Mall 2) Spot me! 3) Tokyo Cafe 4) sis-in-law
I still have to tinker my unit a bit so I can familiarize myself with it because unfortunately, Pop left its manual and cd at his hotel room the other day. I didn't get to have the much awaited DSLR that I wanted, but yea, I got the SE P1i instead. So yea, it's all goooood.
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Facebook got me hooked. Haha[; Especially the trivia question on 'Addicted to Grey's Anatomy'.[; So if you have one, add me. Yoooow, that's so friendster like. Nyarr.
Need some shut eye now. Lotsa things to do tomorrow. Remix Zero VII, people!
[xs] I wish I can write new posts like those under my Self-ish section =(
ch-ch-check this out.
12:50p
WHAT: Remix Zero VII
WHEN: October 26, 2007
WHERE: Teresa Yuchengco Auditorium DLSU (Main)
TIME: 7:00 - 9:00 pm
Yo! My sister's participating once again. Please support her group, CADENCE.
Thanks![; See you there!
Are you in dire need of attention?
8:13p
I would've go on ranting about the Glorietta 2 explosion, but, I just heard on the news that terrorist attack was ruled out.
Ruled out, ei? So, those schmuck's who are sending threats via media were just a bunch of nimcompoops who are having the time of their own lame lives laughing while they scare the hell out of those innocent people. Tsk.
Whatever the reason of the explosion may be, it wouldn't change the fact that some lives were taken, and a lot were scarred forever.
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I've been such a pig lately. I'm practically doing nothing. Well, not exactly nothing-nothing. I attended my Saturday review class, and I was about an hour late. Haha[; Heeeey, I'm on vacay mode already! I also joined my friends on the campaign. We walked around the village (which I haven't done for soooo long) and gave out flyers to every household we stumbled upon on. Nostalgic moment. Haha[; We'll have the parade this Saturday, then head off to Zambales next week. Beeeeeeeach!
Bora getaway was postponed. Papi's comin' home this wednesday, and they're leavin for the island on Nov4. A bit too late for a getaway since I'll have my first duty for this semester (let me just emphasize that one - LAST SEMESTER. Aaaaah, that felt really goooood!) on the next day. Duty on the first day - whaaaaat? Already? Yea, yea. I got my sched last saturday, and maaaaaan, it's a total suicide. Defense, seminar, management, etc. So yea, bueno suerte to me!
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I was supposed to attend my review class today, but yea, I overslept. Woke up around lunch time with inquiry messages on my phone. Nyarr. Might not attend again tomorrow. Katams at its finest! I reread HP7 last night to help me put to sleep, and that didn't work out. Haha[; I was still caught with the story, like it was the first time I ever read it. Or maybe I had an episode of amnesia when I was reading it. Oh, well.
The other day, while checking my favorite site, I read there somewhere that J.K. Rowling announced that Dumbledore's gay. Love it. She made the revelation when she read the script for the next film, stating a line where Albus' said that there's a woman she fell in love with (or something like that, I can't really remember) and she doodled on the paper that it's not possible since he's gay. I'm not generalizing here, ok? Don't get me wrong there.[;
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I was browsing my multiply account earlier and maaaaaaan, I haven't uploaded photos for so long. Nyarr.
New links on the side, Manila Style and Team Manila Style. P to the I to the N-O-Y!
one last.
2:25p
Final exam on Eng3. Nailed it. Not. I didn't even study. Oh, well.
I just had my clearance signed earlier. Yes, I'm finally done with this semester.
Oh, happy daaaaaays! Oh, happy daaaaays!
Beyonce's concert on the 7th. Gotta have those tickets.
Gotta, gotta. Maaaaaaaaan.
I can't believe I only have a sem left.
Exo girls are planning to hit Hongkong on January.
I'm planning to hit the beach on November.
Boracay, anyone?
Papers coming home by the end of the month. Yay!
I haven't used my car for a while.
Will check it later if engine's still running.
Gas is expensive.
I love weewilldoodle's works.
Check out their link - weewilldoodle
DSLR camera. Be mine soon.
My birthday's coming.
In about a month or so.
I haven't posted new photos on my multiply account.
2 cameras are broken.
But working.
I caught an episode of Grey's Anatomy last week.
I cried.
I saw it already, but still, I cried.
Gaaaah. Love that show.
Went shopping last Sunday with Ma and sis.
Bonding. Good times.
I finally found the headband straps.
Recognition this friday.
Enrollment next week.
Classes starts on the 29th. or not?
I admit, I like Vanessa Hudgens.
And Zac Efron.
Zanessa fan much? No.
I like Nicole Scherzinger's single with T.I.
Sexaaaaay.
Not making any sense.
Will play Spongebob diner dash 2 now.
Oh.
Congratulations to Miss Kate Lozano for topping the Interior Design Board Exam.
Kamusta naman ang number 1?(;
say whaaaaat?
12:33a
While roaming around the mall earlier, I heard a woman saying this to her kid:
"Pasensya ka, 'pag nawala ka hindi kita hahanapin!"
Parents. Don't they say the darndest thing? [=
moved.
8:06p
Well, not really. I just changed my url because it might strike to someone as offending or something. I am in the medical field (make that soon to be) and that word shouldn't be used as a funny remark (of which I am guilty of, and I'm sorry).
Nooooooow, I'm almost done with hellweek.
Case pres: check
Oral revalida: check
Comprehensive exam: check
Daaaaaaaamn, feels so good to pass.
[xs] Whaddyathink of my green layout? Simple? Looooooooove it!
[xxs] No class on friday. Psych review on saturday. Inuman bukaaaaaas!
[xxxs] I just realized that when I wanted to exaggerate a word, I do it like thiiiiiiiis. And yes, it simply doesn't make any sense. Haha!
decided.
7:52p
I won't be taking the local board after graduation. I'd apply for the NCLEX instead.
Or fly back to California and take it there.
Either way, I'm not taking the local board.
I guess I'm leaving earlier.
2009 plan - no more.
Goodbye Phils for good on 2008? Probably.
I haven't read my part for the case presentation tomorrow.
Monday mornings. Aaaaah. Hate, hate.
I want a new layout.
and I want that MNG bag.
Let's raid 168. Cheap thrills are the best. (P150 lang 'to? Kamoooon!)
Tokyo Cafe rocks my tummy.
and that girl from Fitness First has issues.
Break's almost here.
But classes are extended 'til the 15th.
/End of rants./
Pacquiao won. La Salle won. Sweet victory.
Plus, there's no more reason for staying.
break-ing.
8:08p
I had my usual struggle with my bed this morning - a fight between sleeping or getting up. Unfortunately, the latter won. Ugh. I hate mornings like this.
Good thing we only had one class today, Eng3. Surprise exam. How lucky can I get? I didn't even get the chance to glance at my notes. I had to rack my sleepy brain cells off to remember what we discussed last meeting. Research. Boo research.
I was pretty bummed after the crappy surprise that I zoned out again on the lecture. Of course, I threw the occassional 'glance and nod' at my professor just to let her think I'm aware of whatever it is that she was saying. Hello, finals! Tsk tsk.
This is what I did when I was OUT there. Scribbled around 10 in the morning.
Things are pretty crappy lately, especially if it involves some drama with your adopted siblings (read: classmates). Sucks big time, I tell you. Having to deal with it really breaks my heart. I tend to be emotional when it comes to my family, and yes, even with my friends. We've all gone a long way, and now this happens.
I hate how love betrays friendship, and how friendship betrays friendship as well.
Ten. We're ten. I hate to say that we WERE ten when we still ARE ten. Am I still making sense? You get me, right? We've been through so much, and I'm hella proud that I belong to this group. We braved a lot of problems altogether, and now this. I hate the way how things gets in the way, and how it complicates our lives.
I want them to be happy. Heck, I want everyone to be happy. Who am I to deprive them of such? I'm nobody anyway.
Hate is such a big word, but I can't help but use it. Barriers. Ugh. I hate barriers. I hate separations. I hate awkward moments. I hate it all.
Things may go back to the way it used to be. Hopefully. I think it's too soon to tell. A test of friendship? I guess so. Another hurdle for us to jump on to.
Argh. My heart is breaking.
Forgive me, my life is so full of drama.
or is it just me? Haha!
Something to lighten up the mood:
how many days left..
5:33p
until sembreak?
I checked my planner earlier, and whaddyaknow? I only have a week left for school. HURRAAAAAH!
8-boring-and-unproductive-hours of duty earlier. Aaaah, should've stayed home if only there wouldn't be a make-up for it in the end. The weather is sooooooo aaaaaaahh. You get the idea.
So, just a week left for school - crazy schedule.
Monday: case presentation
Tuesday: oral revalida
Wednesday: comprehensive exam
Thursday: final exam on NCM 104
Friday: final exam on Eng3
and hopefully, break starts on the next day. I don't think I'd be able to go with Mamers and have a beach getaway this break since we'll be working on our research project. Bummer.
Here are some photos from the last delivery.
And of course, I have something for you, fcuker.
Aren't I lovely
And do you want me cause
I am hungry for something that will make me real
Can you see me and
Do you love me cause
I am desperately searching for something real
- Real, Plumb
Okaaaaaay, back to work.
[EDIT]
Ch-che-check this out: Filipino Americans demand for apology from ABC and Desperate Housewives
That's just soooo wrong, man. Tsk.
journalism 
I once drank a stale milk out of the carton.